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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
26 november 2007 four years passed, just like that. i remember stepping into stnicks feeling really wrongfooted due to the many 'lesbian' comments my friends gave. but during sec one orientation, i knew my impression of the school was wrong. from then on, i knew i made the right choice of school. four years weren't easy. there were many challenges i had to get by, especially in sec one and sec3. academically wise, i guess i didnt really care, which explains why edusave have not been sending me mails in sec2 and 3. but i will never regret a single day i spent in stnicks. in this school, i have grown, mainly mentally (yeah i cant grow any taller). friends weaved in and out of my life like strangers in a dream, but beautifully so. i thank god for their existance and everything they have done that affected me, whether good or bad, otherwise i wouldnt become what i am today. as i danced the family dance and sang the school song for the last time, along with the significant cheers of the school, i reminisced about many things that happened in these four years, and felt a surge of warmth. all these seemed so familiar, and yet, it is time for everything to end. it was a bout of emotions that i think existed in everyone's heart in the ballroom, otherwise the cheers wouldnt be that loud, the songs and dance that spontaneous. it's been long since the level got this enthusiastic. but for the last time, it happened again and the atmosphere was truely wonderful. i want to believe that our level was really a special one. thanks to everyone, especially one charity, two charity, three purity, four purity, huahui, seniors, juniors, teachers, friends, enemies, crushes and eyecandies that make the secondary school journey so amazing. i am proud to be part of CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School. hold on to our dream ij spirit burning bright fill this world with love and light light that shines for all to see love that sets our spirits free ij friendships through the years born of simple joys and tears something tells us deep inside ij friends are friends for life hold on to our dream of peace dont stop believing our hearts and hands ever seeking ever serving hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing our voices raised to the Lord our God above hold on to our dream ij spirit burning bright fill our hearts with love and light light to see ourselves anew love begins with me and you ij voices ringing true reaching out and breaking through every heart will hear our call share our dream of peace for all hold on to our dream of peace dont stop believing our hearts and hands ever seeking ever serving hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing our voices raised to the Lord our God above hold on to our dream hold on to our dream hold fast to the ij dream hold on to our dream pictures of prom have been uploaded to my shutterfly, the web is http://sngprom2007.shutterfly.com the password is the theme of our prom. if you dont know(and want to know) you can ask me (: goodbye now i love each and everyone of you (: Thursday, November 22, 2007 無條件為你 fly away 為我好 分手快樂 最想環游的世界 如果有一天 接受 勇氣 goodbye. the numbers jumped till they're so scary. im certain someone wants me gone :( i'll be here one last time after prom. looks like im gonna leave soon. my prediction of 3 weeks (previously 3 months) has shortened to one week, looking at my hits counter. from yesterday till today, 70plus people opened my page. which resulted in a huge jump towards 4800. i was thinking maybe one person(or a few) wants me to leave so much that s/he kept refreshing the page to boost the hit counter. but it's kinda absurd. maybe tomorrow when i come, i'll have to write my farewell note already. Wednesday, November 21, 2007  huahui camp and yeyou! the picture above was group 1 and 5, seniors in front and juniors at the back. hahah. leading the whole group in the walk was fun! but haiyah. cannot scare people :( the night was a long one, we ordered macs in the wee hours of the morning, and stood at the gate for around fifteen min in a group of around 10 waiting for the orders that were missed out to come. went to walk around the track and sit on the specs stand at around three; there were plentiful stars and it was super pretty! card game throughout the night was super funny. especiall uno!! having played so many games it seemed as if ameline and jieying were jinxed and they were always the ones left playing and trying to kill each other yet making things more difficult for themselves! the way jieying always doesnt have blue and ameline had to draw until around a quarter of the pile in her hands was really funny! i didnt sleep in sec2 and i regretted it the next morning but this year it's different! though super lethargic we were still happy to have stayed up and enjoyed our first year as a senior going for huahui camp! hope i will be able to come for subsequent years... but the idea of having new juniors staring dubiously at you kinda makes me sad, because it means i'm really no longer part of huahui. slept here and there, everywhere, so now im finally gonna get some proper sleep. i think i'll wake at three pm tomorrow or something. 4800 is reaching soon, sooner than i thought. Saturday, November 17, 2007 to escape today, great fun! had lunch with maine at white sands first and waited for peiyi to arrive.. i bought a pair of earrings, each of different designs, then wore one earring. haha. on my left ear that is! think in the future i'll just wear on one ear, who cares what other people think! so many rides in escape are closed, it's saddening. my favourite rainbow, viking and the 360degrees i call pepsi are all closed!! sigh, it's alright cos we took all the rest of the rides including the haunted house thing! it wasn't that scary but still a lil freaky since it was my first time. inverter was cool! charmaine was screaming like mad and we couldn stop laughing throughout the ride! liyi particularly liked the 'flying' thing, the one where you have to lie on ur stomach. it is really relaxing and cool (: go-kart was... heh. scary. we waited around 45min for the ride, but it's alright cos we (liyi and i) sang the time away~~ to liyi's family's chalet after that and had bbq! felt bad cos i only ate and didnt help at all :( the atmosphere was really nice though, maine and peiyi had fun trying to poke satay sticks into me and liyi's noses(haha uh, virtually actually. it was the shadow they made with the sticks that they used to poke into our noses). the food was nice! took some pictures. haha can't be bothered to arrange them after uploading so they're not in chronological order... kinda messy.  maine and i
 while queueing for haunted house
 charmaine with her plate (she is pretty lorhs.) we were whining about our very imperfect 身材s in the toilet. it's depressing!
 we cant live without mirrors can we?i think i know why we keep taking pictures with mirrors! it's only in this way that we can take ourselves full length without having to ask someone to help us take the picture. isn't it true! Friday, November 16, 2007 i guess it's because the O's are over, there are more ppl going around bloghopping. i saw an acceleration in my hit counter, am pleasantly surprised! but that isn't necessary a good news. i was thinking of officially abandoning this blog when my counter hits 4800. i set this target while monitoring the stats during O's, thinking it would take maybe 3 months to reach. but the sudden increase in number seems to tell me to prepare jumping over soon, maybe in 3 weeks? it is good, and it is bad. got connexio, im pretty happy with our class' pages! but rachel's name wasnt in the extra page while sheng's name appeared twice; she was damn sad and i felt super sorry for her too. imagine not having ur name with ur class inside ur last connexio! :( went out with yanzhu, rachel and peiyi afte the rehearsals! haha. super weird combi but pretty cool, can click quite well :) went to far east to fetch rachel's dress! it was really nice on her. saw yanzhu and peiyi try out dresses too and they both settled on their dresses today! both are really nice, peiyi looks elegant and yanzhu looks bright! far east is not bad, but isetan rocks! tried on a black dress just for fun since i've already got mine and black is not allowed. bahhhh makes me wanna buy it :( i need to jian fei! Tuesday, November 13, 2007 like mr wong said, i also think bio girls are indeed crazier and more high than physics girls! when the phy girls ended their O's yesterday, there were no screams or cheers, and when mr wong asked them why they still look so sullen, they replied, "results coming..." faints! hahha. for bio paper, before my class' papers were even collected, there were already screams all over the place (from other classes)! didnt feel a thing after the papers ended, maybe because i'd already rejoiced when bio paper two was over. haha four of us went out together, finally! had pastamania and i was on par with liyi for the speed of eating due to my enormous ulcer(it is bigger than my smallest tooth now). took some pictures.  intently looking at the menu and avoiding the camera
i insist peiyi looks like wenxia!
charmaine felt sinful to be eating her chocolate mousse.
feels good without the tie and badge.  peiliyi pasta without pasta
cool mirror
i think we were pretty irritating in the toilet haha
successful attempt at saving money but failed attempt at taking the picture. shopped for pretty long at minitoons then sent liyi to outram park. hmph, she hasnt told me the stuff, so i shall never say bye to her! so it was bowling with maine and peiyi. man. i have a string of events that happened at the bowling alley to tell and they are all super maluating! incident no 1: okay since i was the only one who's been to kovan's bowling alley i attempted to help key in our particulars. then i happily called peiyi to start. she was pretty worried and when she got two balls into the drain consecutively she felt relatively embarrassed. then the three nyjc guys that were sharing the pair of lanes with us told us this, "uh, you all haven start the game." peiyi and i FAINTS! charmaine laughed! in the end i didnt know how to work the buttons of the machine and the guys had to help instead :/ incident no 2: after one game we decided to continue playing a second game, and thinking i could work the machine this time i tried to start a new game. i was busy pressing the buttons and looking at our screen, thinking why it didnt respond. suddenly one of the guys rushed over and took over the machine and told me i was controlling their screen! in my impression(i was abit retarded then) all five ppl laughed while i apologised, horrified. incident no 3: i think this is the most jing dian! it was charmaine's turn; she took her ball and started walking towards the lane, AND SHE DROPPED HER BALL BEFORE SHE REACHED HER STARTING POINT! all three of us laughed until bu xing! so cute! it was very very funny at that moment and charmaine felt super maluated and horrified! i think this is the most eventful game i've ever been to in my bowling history, i have to say it was pretty fun, at least all three of us were embarrassed in a way or another! fun fun. if liyi was here, i wonder what kind of maluating thing will happen to her! yeah then we went home (: i cant wait to go back to school not having to think about studies! i wanna go ice skating soon! and kbox! and chalet! cheers :)
O's are over. can you believe it? :) while many people are rejoicing now..... i am also rejoicing! (haha lame~~) even though there's still bio tomorrow, bahhhh. anyone who did the topical tys will know its nothing but rubbish! words printed wrong, same choices in mcq, wrong answerS in EVERY topic (okay, those i'd done, at least. which is practically all)..... boooo! thumbs down! well due to the exasperation i didnt complete half the topics i've started on... i mostly did ten to fifteen questions, checked the answers to find one or two wrong answers(in the answer scheme) then get frustrated and move on to the next chapters. i wonder if this book is 90percent mcqs. genetics have 96 questions if i didnt get it wrong. crazy. my stomach is killing me; have been like that since yesterday night :( maybe it's the over secretion of hydrochloric acid and my stomach is digesting itself now..... Sunday, November 11, 2007 silence is golden. Thursday, November 08, 2007 it's not even the end of O's and we're relaxing and playing already! haha. yest after geog mcq (it is pretty fun but i think the invigilator msut be pretty irritated with me as i kept dropping all my stuff, calculator, pencilbox, stationery etc! sorry larh ppl cannot live with so many things on a small table) peiyi and charmaine came to my 寒舍 and we played mahjong! hahahha. very fun although 三缺一 (:  peiyi is 大贏家.
 haha we were watching doraemon while playing.Tuesday, November 06, 2007 does anyone find the music vaguely familiar? i put it on for quite a long period of time previously. it still gives me the best feeling of peace, and perhaps just a tiny hint of sorrow. im almost certain i'll be moving off to my wretch. its only a matter of time. i guess i'll only give the url to a few people. but i wonder who will want to know? maybe i'll move at the start of next yr, maybe i'll move at the end of O's. honestly, i cant wait to leave this behind, to move on and enjoy a new life. this will then be purely a record of my secondary school life. all the happiness, pain, experiences, relationships will be a thing of the past, only to be reminisced. 因為有了快樂的時光, 放下才會那麼不舍. i've thought really long about this although this is a rather mundane matter. being sentimental doesn't help things. but i know i've gotta continue rather than brood over all the past stuff, to forgive, forget, and bless. well no one other than me actually knows what im talking about. i've been mysterious and scary at times as a person. i apologise to people whom i have confused or agitated, and thank all who have put up with me when im being all secretive and autistic. im just a tad more complicated than a normal person, and sometimes even i confuse myself. i hope when i start anew, i'll become a better person, more real, more outspoken(im not sure if i am now) and less cynical. of course, i want to be a better friend to all my current and future friends. this does seem like an emotional farewell post. i dont like to think so much but aye :( Thursday, November 01, 2007 i've got the sudden urge to go to the beach to skip stones. watch this space a few more times. before you'll never get to see it again. |
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